It's gone back to normal know btw, but it's very curly instead.

I managed to tackle it today and I actually straightened it today! (I hope it'll be like that tomorrow) XD

I need to start straightening mine again. =/

Me and her are getting along so well. I made laugh with tears. Again

Yay! *high fives Vlad* Is this why you are happy?

Yeah...

*Is happy for Vlad*
One of my boy mates that I didnt expect to, is making me feel really close to him and OMG Im startin to like him a lot!

Oh gosh I don't know what to do
A friend of mine seemed to have something on her mind, so I kept asking her to tell me. I kept bothering her even though she said she just couldn't tell me. Finally she seemed to get frustrated with me, and she lifted the sleeve of her shirt and said, "Fine. Look."
It was awful. She had tiny cuts all over. I didn't know what to say. I just sat there, staring. It really scared me.
She told me not to tell anyone, but I'm really worried. I don't know what to do. It's the last thing I would expect to see from her. That image is burned into my mind. I was sooo scared for her and completely shocked.
I really wish I knew what the right thing to do was.

I have college applications, essays, letters of recommendation, and supplemental materials due december 1st. I have a 3-page psychology POV paper due 2 days from now. I have an oral report for AP Gov in 2 days, as well as 3 quizzes and a test within the next week. I have another oral report in AP English, a physics test, a statistics test, and a C++ test all in the next week. I'm going to visit a way-out-of-state college over the weekend, and I'm going to my uncle's (who i hate) for thanksgiving. Basically all my regular work plus everything mentioned above has to be done by next wednesday, with no weekend to catch up.

someone please kill me.

Annoying, painful, weird, depressing, and full of bottled in rants.

I'm almost out of boarding school for the Christmas break! We've got three weeks to go, and then I get my own bed for a month instead of a bunk! And I get to wear casual clothes all the time! And go out and see the world besides on weekend day trips! Yay!

Oh, and my friend Alex has a huge crush on TaylorGuy because they both have an affection for a certain, banned from our campus and town, manga type, which I've already consulted him about. I'm not gonna say any more in case this violates some rule that got me kicked off of the now-closed Magical Pepsi Fairy forums site a year ago. Let's just say they were a bit strict about describing things like that. *coughidioticjerkscough*

Also, my sims 3 game keeps on darkscreening, so I'm not getting World Adventures until I fix it. But I can't post my system specs because the nag plague aka the supervisors here at Burrows Academy won't let me. They say it's like giving away your password. They're such noobs.

My sims 2 game, well, I lost my best 'hood, Dawn Village, to the disappearing 'hoods glitch. I used it for one of my series too, It's My Life, and rebuilding . . . well, that's not possible. It would take years to get it into the balanced, synchronised and logically mapped state without using CC or hacks. It was one of my Maxis-only 'hoods, so it wasn't CC that caused it. It happened when I installed H&M Stuff, and I curse that disc for that! (I actually chucked it at my wall and nothing happened, so I hid it in my brother's sock drawer as punishment.)

It also crashes a lot. It's not CC, because I scan everything, and it's not my computer, because Geek Squad and my local shop ran tests on it. It was clean, so I think it's just being slow, annoyingly glitchy and crashing like a drunk after the party of the year every time I go to film ANYTHING.

On a lighter note, check out my YouTube page!

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You know the friend that I was talking about that has scars all over her arm? Her razor fell out of her pocket today. During class. But no one saw.

My friend, who I think I may be in love with, is incredibly mad at me, and I'm incredibly mad at him. He sometimes likes to do stuff like kiss me on the cheek and say "I love you" because he knows I like him and he actually told of couple of my other friends that he does it because it's funny. He's mad because I wouldn't talk to him. And he was calling me REALLY horrible names when he was talking about me to other people. But I still love him. I can't help it.
I wrote him a nice, long note, saying if he doesn't apologize and start acting like a decent person, that I would never talk to him again. He says he wrote back but he couldn't find the note.
Yup, it's the same guy that I was updating about at the beginning of the thread. That all seems like soooo long ago. Everything has changed since then.

Haha, I know I seem really whiny, but this is the most I've ever liked someone, so it sucks that all this is happening.

Sidney, I really think if your friend is self harming you should tell someone. I definitely would. And I'm really sorry about your crush, I hope it'll all be OK.

^ *nods* Totally.

*nodnods at 2 above posts*

*is glad someone agrees with her*

I know I should tell someone, but I don't know who to tell. Another girl at our school knows, and she's her cousin, so I really hope she can help her, since she knows her better. I feel like a bad person because I almost WISH someone would catch her doing it or find out because I don't wanna be the one who tells. But I do think I should figure out some way to help her.

Oh, and my crush wrote me a note. He apologized and said he wants to be friends at least. AT LEAST.
Which leaves me thinking.
WHY does he have to do this to me???

You could ask her cousin to help you figure it out. Or tell one of the teachers at school, or one of her parents, or one of your parents. But good look with whatever you decide to do, anyway.

You can always tell your city's children and family ministries councellor. I don't mean a social worker, but usually there's a place where you can talk to a councellor and they actually do something. I don't know what it's called in your country. I'm praying for you.

*is also praying and hopes it'll all turn out OK*

My live ATM..

Positive:

-I've finally decided who I have a crush on. FINALLY.
-I'm going to see New Moon on Thursday.
-I'm pretty sure my friend has stopped binge drinking.

Negative:

-None of my friends actually approve of the person I like.
-They're threatening to ask one of the people I used to kind-of-like out for me. That would be so bad. I'd have to skip school for two weeks again, like last time. =/
-All of my homework has been set all at once.
-One of my hamsters hates me. The other doesn't, but it's still pretty depressing.
-Most of my friends are going on the trip to France for two days. I'm not going, and my choices of who to hang about with are: someone who's half deaf and shouts all the time, someone who I seem to have fallen out with, and someone who has a crush on the half deaf person.

+ = 3
- = 5

Positive:

- I finally figured out why my game wanted to kill me. It was because I needed to clean out my movies folder. But it still kind of hates me for loading it down with a bazillion hacks and CC's.

Negatives: (ALREADY!?!?!?!)

- The roofers we have are like 2-year-olds. I swear. They look like they're winging it, and are actually DE-roofing our house instead of RE-roofing it. Idiots.
- It was so cold last night, so when I got up to go to the Inter-House meeting, I put on jeans under my skirt and got yelled at by the night guard for violating dress code.
- I now have 2 pairs of rippy jeans instead of 3.
- I finally built the Academy on the Sims and my game doesn't want to package it so I can get it rejected for having pay content. Or was it *pay* content? *conspiratorial grin*
- I have 52 assignments to do over Christmas break.
- They're taking out the games room over break, so I can't perfect my air hockey anymore! Darnit!

Argh...

OK, I'll just call these two people Bob and Fred, for the moment... Anyway, I'm kind of friends with Bob, but she's really annoying, and Fred is my best friend. I think we've accidently started a war-of-sorts with Bob, because Bob got annoyed with Fred and trapped her hand in the door, and Fred threw orange juice on her the next day. Now Bob is trying to blame someone else, but we all saw her, and she's probably gonna get us all in trouble now. Gah!!

I have until next Friday to make 4(four!) animated maps. That's... like...

My life is going fairly well at the moment:
I'm getting good grades in all my classes, I have two days of school left before 2 months of holidays, and on Wednesday I get to dress up and look pretty whilst I go to Formal (like Prom) and then go to an after-party which is going to be mad fun and will be held in a club and whatnot.

^ 2 months of holidays?! That's not fair...