My life... nearly the end of the school year, and my friends start being b****y again. Well, not both this time, just one of them. but anyway.
So, nothing good in the holidays except going to my stupid Uncle/Cousins holiday place in Yarra for chrissy day, and being made to go on the stupid boat and possibly even the biscuit, when everyone knows im a scaredy cat and HATE being on any boat at all... or above water...
oh and i've won ANOTHER award for this year (and some other thing as well... in each year level they award 5 academic achievement awards and other stuff. I've got an Ac. Achievement one and possibly something else) so all the IT's (popular group) will have another reason to call me a nerd, and ill have to wear winter uniform in the middle of summer to presentation night...
But on the upside, something funny today. Mr and Mrs Murphy are teachers at my school, they're married, and today before lunch Mr Murphy was apparently playing truth or dare with a primary class, and the primary class dared him to find a ring and 'propose' to Mrs Murphy in the yard at lunch... he did, it was hilarious, and apparently they are having a 'wedding' at the pool for the school breakup last-day thingie next wednesday... i really cant wait for that... and the dare for the primary class is to do some dance thingie in the wedding... it should be funny!

I am drained. Physically mentally emotionally. So bad that I called my sister mom I always forget homework so I stress over my grades

At least dads outta the hospital

^grades arent worth stressing over if you have bigger issues. Grades can recover enentually, other things cant.

Life is swell :D
Last night was the best night ever, tomorrow will be so much fun, and I'm on holidays now until February! The only downfall at the moment is the fact that I must face a guy tomorrow who things got awkward with last night .

I think life is going well right now (:
Holidays are soon, it's starting to get cold, panicking over schoolwork though, because I keep procrastinating and don't seem to be getting anything done! :P

I might be switching schools. =)

^ don't go to Burrows Academy! They discriminate against pregnant people!

^ Since I'm not Canadian, I'm pretty sure I won't be going there anyway. And I don't know if I want to switch schools any more, there's too many people I'll miss.
...
Wow, that was short lived. =/

Well, I've been programing exams. Yeah, we, the students, must choose when they're gonna take place. (actually, it's mostly my job, since I'm the chief of all the history students... with 2 people as side-kicks )
It sounds nice, but considering the fact that more than half the history students NEVER showed up, there are going to be a lot of complains about those dates. And I'm gonna get pissed, and someone will fall asleep crying that day! And I'll feel great about it.

My life, watered down:

- Dad wants to see a family counselor about the problems we've been having, but my mom isn't having any of it. I love my parents both and it's a pain to see them act this way.

- $300 was given to me last week, it's now gone because I'm irrational under stress, went out and had crazy retail therapy.

- ^ I am now trying to remedy that situation by taking commissions over DA ;;___;;

- My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and a month now, that's pretty awesome. We're not doing much, per se, though he would like to make another collaborative painting

- I'm selected in my college to be a part of this internship program, that promises to be a pain to go through. The session isn't for very long; three months, but I'm antsy just thinking about it ;;

I have a new crush. I told my Best friend this morning. He doesnt know. My best friend is gonna find out if he fancies me or not without telling him I like him. And suddenly this afternoon she told me she likes him too. Decisions, decisions.

Oh dear... ^^

That sorta happened to me, I ended up crushing on the same guy as my friend, but she'd liked him a lot longer and I knew she liked him more, so I backed off.

When I first realised I started fancying him, I was thinking "NOOOOOO! I don't like him! AND he has strange hair!" (lol) But THEN, out of the blue, he cut his hair, and I started enjoying talking to him EVEN more, and well, he makes me laugh my head off, and OMG!

I always fancy people with strange hair... XD

But NOW, for some reason, I want his hair back! I first liked his new hair, but then I realised hes not HIMSELF anymore...the bouncy-haired sam...*sigh*

I used to have a crush on someone with long-ish hair, but he cut it and it's not the same. I never notice guys with short hair. Literally, never. If you placed a guy with longish hair of average attractiveness and a really gorgeous guy with no hair in the same room you could bet your life I'd go for the long haired guy. No idea why, exactly...

same! As long as the long hair is clean.

Of course... *remembers guy in her English class with long but greasy hair*
*tries not to puke*

I know the feeling.

He'd be OK looking if he darn WASHED it and maybe cut it slightly. And if he were blonde...

yh!

About the blonde thing... the guy I actually like isn't blonde. But his hair suits him dark... I wouldn't ever make him dye it...

The guy fancy is blond-ish, honey colour.

Mine has black hair and really really nice blue eyes... (only reason I know that is 'cause he looks me right in the eyes when he talks to me... then he wonders why I stutter!!)

That's like a boy I hardly know. He looks at me, right in the eyes when I talk... and he is really cute. :lovestruc He is in my drama group.
I've actually come to realise there are actually quite a few cute guys in my year. Though I still chase after Ruben.
I'm really tired after today... we made slime in science.