Im really annoyed of guys saying certain video games are ONLY for guys. It pisses me off

Leaving Florida Keys tomorrow night and heading back to Cali. This is the last time my bestie and I will see our other friend until hopefully sometime this Summer *sigh*

I hate being a girl.

EDIT: So, my parents have been having these people come over that are supposed to help me with my mental problems. You wanna know what one of their suggestions to "help" me was? Ignore the freak-outs. Yeah. Ignore them and don't give in to every request to stop them.

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCKITY HELL. I'm so glad my parents aren't listening to them. I feel sorry for any other kids with my problem whose parents actually listened to them. And they call themselves specialists....

^ At least your parents noticed. I feel like I've been stuck in my own head on and off for ages now. Eh, I don't really mind. The specialists sound unqualified as it is.

My dissertation is so close to being finished, but now it's reached the point where all the things I have left to finish on it are the things I have purposefully been avoiding because I haven't wanted to write them. Also, nothing I write actually makes sense anymore...I think I've forgotten how to read.

You can do it Phoebe!! I handed mine in just over a week ago, never thought I'd get there. You can definitely do it.

My god, uterus, what are you doing?! It's the fourth day of my period and yet I'm still cramping horribly. I normally only cramp for the first two days and then I'm fine, but holy shit, this is so painful.

Oh gosh. I want to go to Oxford University so much (first I have to ace my GCSEs and then my A-levels!) and deep down I think I can do it. My dad has said he is gonna pay for it but only if I work hard. However, I also really want to do something in media when I'm 'older' but Oxford don't do any media related courses.

My 17 year old cousin is pregnant... I can't say that I'm surprised. I hope this is the wake up she needs.

In Cancun with my familia, I went to a club with my sister and lost my fucking drivers license. FUCK MY LIFE!

Nobody: parents, friends, or siblings, wished me happy birthday. My birthday was on the 14th. It is now April 20th.

Did everyone forget me somewhere along the way?

So I usually trim my layers when I haven't got time to go to the hairdressers, and today i was chopping away, and my fringe was clipped back, i forgot to unclip it first and took a chunk out of the middle of my fringe...
which resulted in a home fringe cut, which is terribly short, and utterly hideous.

Happy Birthday for the 14th. Sorry about everyone else though.

Happy late birthday!

Ugh, I feel really sick. I'm nauseous and headachey and my throat is so sore.

I was looking a question about Italian on yahoo answers, look what I found as an answer:

It depends upon You ..
f u r fond of learning it...it'll b easy
f u'v capability of learning languages..it is a gift..it'l b easy
f u cntct it's speakers..'l b easy
it z easier than english
regular in pronounciation...very clear very easy
when u just now the pronounciation of each letter...which is easier than english and much easier than french..
then u'l be capable reading all the things written in Itln without any mistake..yes it is so
there z a difference...they'v male & female in nouns,,but no act on verbs as in french..
usually they put adjctvs after nouns ,which may confuse u 4 a while

....What?

After being in excruciating pain for over a year from a "mystery diagnosis," I discovered myself what it probably was thanks to Google. Lo and behold, it's what I thought, and I need surgery next week. It kind of sucks when you see so many doctors for what ended up being such a common problem and I had to diagnose myself!

On a happier note, I can't tell you how happy I am that the mystery is finally solved and I'll finally be pain free after all this time. Only a week of suffering left...

I am cramping randomly. Come on, period, I thought you were dying down...

Everything I write is utter shit today.

My friend thinks that her and her boyfriend will get a two bedroom house in Perth so easily.

I'm just fine with my one bedroom apartment in Melbourne, thanks.

My boyfriend's mom finished her radiation therapy about 2 weeks ago now, only to be told today that the cancer has spread and there's nothing the doctors can do about it.

^ D'aww, I'm so sorry for you, him and her. <3

Aww, I'll keep you and your boyfriends fam in my prayers! It's been a month since my boyfriend's mother passed, I hate to see anyone have to go through that experience!!

Thank you, girlies. My boyfriend is devestated. I'm looking to everyone and everything out there who may provide a little solace and help. She doesn't deserve this in the slightest. Derek is taking her to the cancer centre on Monday to look at experimental options, I am hoping against hope that there is something that will help her beat this. There has to be. *cries* This is so hard.

Stupid vent, but not only did I miss the series premier of Doctor Who last night (at a friend's house, which I don't regret missing it for), but I'll be missing it AGAIN tonight (Easter dinner with the family)!