Finding a day when all of my friends are free on which I actually have time to see them is practically impossible at the moment. I feel so bad everytime they ask me if I'm free and I have to say I can't see them because I have to study or have an exam etc. I'm getting worried that they'll start to think I just don't want to see them. I don't want to be the really difficult one who says she can only do this one day out of a two month period either.

Game crashed. Didn't get to save.

My house is disgusting. Especially my bathroom. I have serious mold in my shower. My window is so rusted and mold covered that it's impossible to closed. Both of the mirrors are so cracked and cakes with grime that I use a handheld mirror. I have no door. I have no toilet seat cover or cushion, half the floor is gone and half the lights don't work. I don't even keep anything in there because it's so gross, half the time I beg my mom to let me use her bathroom to use. We have no flooring in half our house, the kitchen stove doesn't work, our fridge is broken, and we have rats and bugs.

We have all these problems, but I'm not allowed to clean. My mom isn't allowed to hire anybody to come and fix any of the issues. My dad screams that he'll do it, but yet he works so much that he doesn't have time and refuses to acknowledge any of the issues. He also claims that he has to do it because we don't have the money.

But by fucking god we have the money and time for him to buy a $3,000 old piece of shit truck that doesn't run and spend every waking moment fixing it up so that he could sell it for "money". He's also suck 5 grand in it already and it doesn't work. He also keeps buying more and more stuff at estate, yard and storage auctions for the "end of the world". I hate this house so much, it's so gross and slobby that I want to cry. My mom told me that if he doesn't start doing something or letting us do something, we're moving out and getting an apartment because the house is literally beginning to make us sick and she's really tired of how he's not really being smart with their money. I really hope she does.

I got hit by a car on Friday.
My sister told me to quit complaining about my bruised and omgmylegsarehurtingsobadeverytimeimovethemthepain and that she knew i was lieing and that she could tell they didnt hurt bad.
THEN she proceeds to complain about how hard her swim practice and that her arms felt like rubber
WTF??
you were there after the accident you saw what happened to my bike you saw my sturdy glasses were smashed and you saw the mark of where i landed (a good ten feet from where i was hit) You've seen my bruises dark purple and black bruises means my skin is not hurt at all aparently

then you come up to me give me your crap about how i cant possibly be hurting still because every normal human recovers
from getting HIT BY A CAR in less than three days.
I don't think so.
and yes im sure your swim practice was harder then a metal car + a hard landing on the ground , im sure swimming has more capacity to hurt somebody then the earlier mention of what happened to me.
I even took one pain killer I never take those. I took one when i had 6 teeth pulled AT ONCE i didnt even take one when i fell 20 ft out of a tree of a tree and landed hard on my stomach.
You dont have one leg to stand on on this matter so shut up and go away
ARGHABLRADGRAVEGA!!!

I really don't like salespeople who go insane with compliments trying to get you to buy something. I was in Melbourne this morning and I walked into one shop:
Sales guy: Hey there! Need help looking for anything?
Me: Just browsing, thanks.
Sales guy: You look really nice today!
Me: Thanks.
Sales guy: Your hair is so perfect! Has it been cut recently?
Me: ...no.
Sales guy: Aw, your bangs are like the perfect length!
Me: ...*awkward smile*

I'm here to shop, not have some creepy guy with a bizarre half-British accent follow me around.

I have exams and I am not getting any time to rest. And when I do, my sister starts screaming, or both my sisters start playing outside my bedroom door. Girls, for crying out loud I have exams! I need sleep and mom knows that yet she still leaves them! I am a very light sleeper during exam times and these days aren't exceptions and I am already stressed out and I am repeating myself again.

I want these two weeks to be over, I don't care about the grades this semester, just effin end already! I will do my best in the second semester, not for mom, not for dad but for myself. I need the motivation to do it.

Today has been shit.

Aaand it just got even shittier.

EDIT: Gimme a second here.

I need a new computer because mine is old and slow, I can't find the fucking discs needed to install my printer on a new computer, I can't find my Wii Fit disc anywhere, I'm worried my computer's going to bork one day and I'm going to lose everything I have on it, I've had a terrible day, I feel gross, music isn't helping I've backed myself into a hole in both my stories my room is a mess I want new furniture we're broke and I'M TIRED OF MY AUTISM PROBLEMS.

GAH.

I'm sick of when I purchase something for someone and they tell me that they'll pay me back when the get some money, and it ends up being 2-3 weeks before I see any money, and I know that they have money in their account

ahhhhg need sleep just finished 12 page paper ive been working on sinse 230 nonstop its 1101 right now Sleep SLEEP Sleep

give me sleep or give me death both options are fine by me
seriously.
(Sleep)

pretty trivial vent. . . but i really cannot decide what to do with my hair and its annoying me!! It's time for a change but i cannot decide between blonde or staying brown, fringe or no fringe, long or short. ergh.

Almost everybody is irritating me no end over the most minor things at the moment.

I tried to make it to the station to get to my exam. What a mistake. I had to stop the car at the top of the hill down to town because I knew I'd never make it back up. I walked down what looked like a sheer sheet of ice on the hill and decided it was best to go back. Slipped on the way back up the hill, then skidded off the road into a bush with the car. Lucky that bush was there, it really cushioned the blow and the car just sort of swerved back onto the road.

And they sent the email saying they would post the exam online and you can do it at home just after I left home, great timing!

I have bad flu and I have a exam on Wednesday I should be revising for but I can't concentrate on revising whilst sneezy, coughing and feeling generally sick. I hate being non-productive.

I can't study and my brain isn't functioning as it should. And my test is tomorrow, I am panicking, I am not revising...I am going to fail.

Fuck. Fuck.Fuck.

Just got TS3 supernatural!

this is vent not what made your day
*has horible thought
is something wrong with supernatural

@deadlyspoon, Are you feeling better?? I saw that you said that you were hit by a car

Just shut the fuck up everybody.

...Is what I feel like saying sometimes. (Not to you girls, don't worry.)

I screwed up the Biology test today, I was so close to doing it all right and ace it but no, my brain goes dead on me in the middle of the test. I am scared about tomorrow's chemistry test, too. :/

crashed my game 2 times now it works perfectly

Couples who only just started going out and are suddenly telling each other that they love one another all over the place...need I say more? Only you can't call them out on it or mention it to anybody else because then you get accused of being jealous. And then they break up a month later and never mention each other again and you're just like, "I knew it."

@Sweet cat thanks for wondering as of right now i am getting better the bruises have almost gone away the bruise swelling is gone, it only hurts if i touch it so im pretty much healed
i heal pretty fast, and never use bandaids
thanks for thinking of me

as for my vent, my phone has been missing for two weeks tommorow so i dont know what to do.

glad you are better.

thanks it was never a big injury hospital wise just bad bruises and my sister kept annoying me.

there are to many vent threads i cant keep up with them