Minirant.

How did I go from waking up at 9 in the morning to waking up at 2 in the afternoon and going to sleep at near dawn?

i snuck out to meet my friends, and they never turnt up because they "had a change of plans" its like 11 o'clock and im outside, freezing my ass off & smoking my cigarette like a loner.
thanks guys. :/

My family did easter without me this morning. Usually they wake me up and we watch my little siblingss find eggs and go through there baskets but they did it all without me

I was talking to this guy and he was acting like he lied me and stuff and even asking me to DATE him. Then all of a sudden he has a girlfriend(he knew her for 3 days!!!) He's acting like nothing happened and even offered to help me find a boyfriend!!

Some kids threw rocks through my windows and a bunch of people in our row's windows a couple hours ago so when I came home I was all like "wtf" and then realised that they had destroyed my one-of-a-kind lamp.

I HAVE SO MUCH WORK DUE TOMORROW. URGH. MY TEACHERS ARE INSANE.

...

Maybe I should get it done, instead of going on MTS...

I don't know if I'm being led on or what. Blah.

People who bitch about apple products. Gah.

I'm really pleased with what I've been writing lately, particularly as it will be contributing to my portfolio for one of my classes, but I'm afraid my teacher is going to think I have no variety. My first piece was about eating disorders and this one is about depression, and seeing as they're both written in a very similar style, I'm worried he'll dislike my latest piece. He's so hard to please.

Naturally, now that I have the killer headache from hell, this is the exact time my brother decides to practice the most noisy, dissonant piece he can possibly find.

Our washer backed up into the sink for some reason and all my clothes were in it. D:

No clean clothes, no clean dishes. Greaaaaaaaat.

My mother is impossible.

^ I feel your pain.

Some people just need to calm their tits and just let people live. I don't understand the crude judgements people make. It's fucking ridiculous. And why do people FREAK out so much? Can't just let the river flow without interruptions? Maybe I'm just insensitive...I see myself as more positive then insensitive though. I don't think I'm insensitive really, I just look above rather then below. I care how people feel. You're sad I'll do my best to make you laugh.

But, why do people have to be so....why do they have to care so much? Can't people just....be happy? I'm happy. All the time really. Just runs in my nature I guess. Even when horrible things happen I stay strong. There's always a pot of gold at the end or around the corner, even if it's far.

I just want everyone to be happy is all.

As usual I am blamed for something I didn't do, ain't life grand?

Also, going to the dentist, I have 4 cavities...eep!

Edit: The dentist will have to wait another day, my dad is really sick so I am gonna have to suck it up a bit till he's better.

I have a killer headache and It didnt help that I went and rode a horse on very bumpy ground and almost fell off

I hit my knee on a low table so badly that the bruising has spread across the entire kneecap and I can hardly walk on it. Three hours later, I stubbed my toe on a dooframe and made it bleed. These are the times when I could just scream.

I had surgery yesterday and I feel like death.

^ Aww, get well soon!

EDIT: Minor vent compared to that, but goddamn it's windy.

i loved the colour i dyed my hair, and mum made me go to the hairdresser today to get "subtle light brown highlights" That is what I SPECIFICALLY requested of my hair-dresser.
an hour later i was walking out with my hair completley blonde and light brown, not chocolate brown with subtle light brown highlights. Argh, it sounds so stupid but i literally just started crying when i looked in the mirror at home.
Ive always had crap self esteem, and i felt a little better with the new darker hairstyle, but that and $200 have just gone down the drain.

If the hairdresser didn't provide the service that you specifically asked and paid for, you should complain to management - especially if it's upset you so much.

I have an absurd creator's block. I can't make anything, whenever I open bodyshop I end up closing it without doing anything, I really want to make something nice but everything in my head requires a new mesh, I tried meshing and I succeeded but the process is just so long and I am having a hard time memorizing it.

On a similar note, my computer chair has become quite painful to sit on and I can't find a comfortable chair to sit on. My back is giving me hell.
Oh great, a headache just started. Phewy.

My TS3 game is so fucked up since I got CC for it I feel like chucking it all D:<

well it's owned by the hairdresser who did my hair, and she also happens to be the daughter of my mum's best friend. D:

Why does a male friend who compliments me have to be trying to 'get into my pants'? I've known him and his twin sister for over 6 years and we're really good friends, he's not trying anything just because he said something nice.