I basically did end up telling them that I am who I am, and I'm not going to start doing something just because they want me too as that's not who I am. I don't know, I ended up letting it slide but I'm getting a bit sick of letting things go so easily with everybody. I don't want to be a pushover all the time but I'm also keen to avoid confrontation.

On a minor point, the forums have finally changed to this new look for me. I hate change and getting used to new things.

[QUOTE=Phoeberg]I *I don't know, I ended up letting it slide but I'm getting a bit sick of letting things go so easily with everybody. I don't want to be a pushover all the time but I'm also keen to avoid confrontation. /QUOTE]

I used to be a total pushover but now if someone says something really personal i always question them.

I used to be bullied when I was in primary/elementry school but then I moved. When I went to secondery/high school I saw the same kids that bullied me - most where sorry but the ones who tried to say something I'd ask them "why are you saying this? Are you that boring that you cant talk about something other than harsh words? Cant you answer a simple question? " they were dumbfooted.

Dont be a push over that allows people to take you for granted

do however be forgiving

My dog had puppies nine weeks ago and my sister sold the nice one - she told me that "might keep her" so I got attached to that puppy - but what did I expect.

Also my sister streched the last of my shoes she thinks she's a UK size six shoe when really she's a size 7/8. She has 15 pair's of shoes. FIFTEEN. and my mum asked her are those her shoes. She clamed my converses that I bought. She really p*sses me off

I had a job interview last week and today they called to say they'd like to invite me back for the second round of interviews. However this time the interview involves meeting the two partners for an interview, writing 1,000 words on why you want to be a lawyer and emailing it to them in advance, and a 10 minute presentation on a topic of your choice. The interview's next Wednesday and I only found out about it this afternoon so it's not like I have a lot of time to do all this either.

I really, really want a job and I'm trying not to feel too stressed or anxious but I have been feeling seriously edgy and anxious recently about the whole job thing. Like I keep thinking what if I don't get a job? It's a legitimate possibility. This is such a competitive sector and why did I ever think it was a good idea to pursue a career in it?

That moment when your parents start making dirty jokes while you're in the room.

<_> *dead*

My eyes are burning from the wood stove smoke. I hate the cold. My skin feels all dry and itchy. I want spring already!

my dad just shouted up the stairs "CAN YOU STOP PLAYING THAT SONG OVER AND OVER AGAIN"

I just really love Lost In My Bedroom by Sky Ferreira

The holidays are officially over for me. Back to work tomorrow.

omg! sometimes my brothers make my life a living hell

My parent still think I'm straight. I tell them I'm bi and they don't believe me

Being a lady sucks. I hate that I wasted all of yesterday sleeping and being tired. I must be getting old and I'm not even 30 yet.

My room gets way too dusty in a very short time, causing me to be very tired and annoyed all the time. Also, I think I'm coming up with a cold. And last night I ate something semi-raw, so now I'm all paranoid about parasites and stuff while I probably shouldn't because it's packed and pre-baked sausage buns. (no, not hot dogs.)

How exhausting.

I NEEEEEDD MCR to get back together. It actually hurts.

My brother is acting so rude all the time. Nobody sees it, they think he's an angel.

i feel like my parents hate me because my sister gets better grades and my grades are shit.

My social life sucks. It's like I moved back home after having lived in both D.C. and Baltimore. Tons of very good friends and I just had a life. Fast forward, my grandfather of whom raised me is dead, I'm back home in Raleigh, and I never had friends here.

But alas, it's good to be home to regroup, reflect, and recreate. I'm hoping my goals all go as planned and I move to Asheville in September.

But most of all, I hope I don't feel alone when I get there..

I miss D.C.

Stuck with a cold and having to dogsit for my mother's friend from work at the local dollar store back when they worked there. Being that dogs are more dependent on people than cats, being roped into pet care of an unfamiliar species is all the more horrifying for cat people.

It sucks having anxiety disorder. I get scared that I'm going to get nervous if I step out of my bedroom. So I stay in here and don't come out for food or anything until at night when the living room is clear of people.

I should start back taking my anxiety meds.