I had a dream that my dad was shot to death in front of me.

What the hell brain?!

On the bright side, I woke up before I got raped. Whee.

I'm supposed to go out for a drink with this guy who used to mean the world to me, and I'm pretty sure our conversation will get pretty awkward, but what I'm the most afraid of is that it might not happen at all.

My Harry Potter and the OOTP book is really dirty on the outside from sharing a closet for about 4 months with some flower pots, and whenever I open it dirt falls into my lap. Great. Just great.

My mom finds the absolute DUMBEST things to start a fight over. God forbid her husband work and make money for an extra 3 hours on Friday. "So I have to make my own dinner and eat by myself?" And of course that has blown up into absolute ridiculousness.

ETA: Oh my lord... I love my mom but relationship wise she gets more pathetic every day.

Nightmares aside, I walked in two puddles of dog pee today.

That awkward moment when you're trying to impress a guy who values good spelling and grammar, and you spell the same word incorrectly twice in the same sentence -.-

I was walking home from campus with a friend when a van drove past. A few minutes later it drove past again and this time the charming man in the passenger side made a vulgar gesture involving moving his hands up and down towards his mouth...I imagine I don't need to spell it out. The van then turned in the road and drive back past us, this time stoppping. The driver apologized for his friend's behavior only to then ask us if we we would do the act which his friend was gesturing before and if we wanted "the best sex of our lives" and to "experiment in the back of the van". As you can probably imagine, tempting as the offer was, we did not want to get into the back of a van with these two strange and frankly unattractive men. In what world did they think we'd have said "Oh, go on then"?! What was the point in them being total assholes and making us feel incredibly uncomfortable and nervous? Had they looked in the mirror lately? They weren't what I'd call a catch. They weren't what anyone would call a catch.

some people have some nerve!

There was a moth in my room flying around erratically, I swear they always try and attack me. I turned around from my computer and it was racing towards my face, I quickly threw a cushion at it. I'm such a wimp when it comes to insects.

One of my friends, also my boyfriends best friend, is leaving for Marine bootcamp in July. I can't imagine someone like Aaron being "battle ready" and after watching the bootcamp videos online and seeing things like the bayonet assault course, i really don't want it to happen. I know Derek and I have to support his decision as his friends, but it's extremely scary.

Stomachache all day.

^ Eat a banana. It helps me every time I have a stomach ache and/or cramps, more than anything else.

Me? I can't focus on anything. GAH.

I was carrying my laptop and managed to fall down some stairs, consequently sort of chipping part of one of the corners. It's not noticeable or a real issue, but ugh. Plus, my tailbone is killing me now.

Waaaaaaa I've officially finished uni I don't like it. Went out last night and said goodbye to everyone and now it's all sad and scary.

Goodybe, studenthood. Hello, unemployment.

El-flel, I know how you feel (Edit: heh, I just noticed your signature-- my name is Ellen, too!). A week from now I'll be totally done with high school, and in less than three months I'll be moving away for university. I'm excited, but it's all happening way too fast. I've made so many amazing new friends this year, most of whom are in younger grades, and I'm nowhere near ready to say goodbye to them yet.

This sucks.

^I'm going through the exact same thing.

Ugh, the past 2 days it's been horribly hot here. In hot weather my back aches, and I get awful migraines. I wish I could just go out and enjoy the sun, rather than feeling like shit all day

I'm in the exact same situation, and I agree with your sentiments. I'm excited to move forward, meet new people, and take one step closer to realizing my career dreams, but I'm going to miss everyone left behind.

A separate but related vent: I feel like I'm the only person I know who will genuinely miss his/her parents upon leaving for college. Most of my peers can't wait to get out from under their parents' thumbs; they talk constantly about all of the exciting things they'll do without their parents around to forbid anything. Perhaps I feel differently because my parents have never been unreasonably strict and I've never been horrifically embarrassed of them like so many of my peers. I think that I see my parents as wonderful friends, whereas most people my age see them as nuisances. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited to start a new chapter of my life by living alone, but I just know that I'll be that kid bawling while hugging the parents goodbye on move-in day. I don't understand how seemingly everyone else can be so insensitive.

I had to stick my hand into the toilet cistern today because my friend came to me to tell me it wouldn't flush and apparently I'm the go-to person for plumbing problems now. On the bright side I could have a second career as a plumber now, as I managed to fix it.

If exams won't kill me, revision will first...

Loud music shouldn't be allowed when idling your car RIGHT OUT FRONT OF MY ROOM, ASSHOLE.

EDIT: Oh, look! I have a black family in my game, that lives in a nice house and has top-level jobs. That doesn't warrant a call of "those people are just selling out", Mr. Friend, thank you very much. Ugh. People can be ignorant assholes. I like to have a racial mix in my game, not racist stereotypes.

Just finished having an interesting conversation with my friends and I against these three guys. Okay, so we're watching the MTV Movie Awards and they played the clip from Black Swan when Mila Kunis and Natalie Portman were getting all hot and heavy with each other, and Taylor Lautner and Jason Sudeikis were watching them make out. My thing is, if men enjoy women on women action, what makes them think we don't enjoy a good man on man action?

I mean seriously... all we get from men in movies are little smooches. As my friend said, "you gotta meet us halfway here guys "

So I woke up this morning with something in my eye that wouldn't go away. My dad thinks it was a blister or something. So I went back to sleep and now the pain is gone, but my right eye is all blurry. Whee.

Trying to finish a 100 question review sheet for Social Studies. Question 27... joyus!

My left arm is aching badly.

I locked myself out of my house without my car keys when I left for work this afternoon and the rest of the day was just hellish.