My head feels like a giant fluff of cotton, I shouldn't have forced myself to sleep.

I'm really tired but I arranged to go out with friends to see a comedy show tonight and I don't want to let them down, especially as another friend has already bailed because a boy wanted to see her.

I had such a wonderful night and I still feel like crap. It really hurts to know that I'll be leaving all these people behind.

I'm sweating so much, I feel like just lounging around in the nude, but the windows and doors are open, so I'm gonna pass on that!

I got Sims 3: Generations, but then I realised I don't have the space on my harddrive for Sims 2 and 3 at the same time, and I have to get a movie done, and I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally don't want to defrag.

It sucks when you connect really well with somebody but the age difference is too much (for him - He's 25 and I'm almost 20).

Of course when I finally find a guy who can spell the majority of his words correctly AND can hold a conversation AND has a sense of humor. *Sigh*

The thought of graduation and having to start all over again in September is almost making me feel physically ill now. I suppose I just don't want to leave what's familiar and good for something that is completely unknown, in case what comes next isn't nearly as good.

^ Right there with you on that one!

I just ran out of harddrive space, AGAIN, after moving almost everything I could to the external harddrive. What is taking up all this space?!

alkjfsdlfajsdfj So much rage. I'm hormonal, I'm stressed, and I'm so tired of my friend surpassing everything I try to do.

Oh, yeah. Sorry. I couldn't find anywhere else to stay and your hard-drive is -really- cosy. <.<

D: *snuggles all*

I'm stressing out, again. I get my overall results in nine days and I keep trying to re-evaluate how every exam and essay went and what I think I might get, which is pointless seeing as I can't change them now and I won't find out the break-down of my overall result until July anyway. I thought once finals were over I would be able to relax a little and do some of the things I haven't had time to do all year, but I keep thinking about all the things I still have to do and haven't started yet. And as if I didn't already have enough to do what with applying to law firms, I offered to volunteer at the local museum this summer.

Punctuation is the best salvation, learn it people!

On another note, I have the worst headache ever and a cramp in my shoulder.Bleh.

I just got caught in the rain for the second time this week.

Ahh. TV writers hate me. They make you suspect your favourite character of being dodgy, then you realise they are innocent, then they get killed.

Mary: "Do you think there's racquetball in heaven?"
Shawn: "I know they do."

Two (supposed) Misophonia episodes in one day. Whee.

Also, TV is shit on Wednesday mornings.

^ TV is awful all week here. -_-

It's so hot I feel so light-headed and dizzy, I almost fell out of my chair.

There's a wall in the newspaper room at school made of large yellow bricks. It's a longstanding tradition for graduating editors to pick a brick, write something inspirational, and sign their names. Our editor-in-chief has been saying that it's only open to editors-in-chief and executive editors, not to section editors, which is what I am. I asked our teacher for his opinion on this and he said that it's open to all graduating seniors, not to a certain class of editors, and that I should go sign it. I signed it today and have since heard that the editors-in-chief and executive editors are flipping the fuck out that I did, because apparently I'm not important enough.

I don't think it's their prerogative to be the judges of how much everyone contributed to the paper over the years. They're acting like first graders who refuse to be inclusive and invite the entire class to their birthday parties. It's not their anger that cheeses me off; it's the fact that they're talking about it on Twitter behind my back. Apparently someone posted, "Who the fuck does she think she is?" Real mature. I know that the editor-in-chief likes to think she's in charge, but at the end of the day, our teacher is the one who's in charge. He told me to sign, so I signed; end of story. I'm not apologizing.

This isn't really a big deal in that tomorrow is the last day of school and, barring graduation, I'll never see these people again, but it's still frustrating. I was hoping that, with it being this close to the end and with us being adults, we could act like adults and stop stirring up juvenile shit, but I guess not.

My store has had the same team of 8 for the last year (with a couple others coming and going). Now one of my co-workers is leaving to go do something in nursing (good for her, sad for us). One of my managers has been in the process of leaving for a few months to get her own store (good for her, sad for us). Then today, the main manager announced she was leaving because she got a better job opportunity (good for her, sad for us). I heard the news the second I walked in the door and I was on the verge of tears all day. You know you have a close-knit team when you [want to] cry over someone leaving. She said, if she could, she'd pack us all up and take us with her.

While this does open up a management opportunity for me (depending on what they decide, I haven't actually been asked), It's sad having everything go haywire in the course of a week.

I don't like change.

Hangovers are great.... /sarcasm.

I keep on having to hit "Overview" to load a page. Do you know how much this pisses me off? Greatly. My browser -hates- those little tabs.

My housemate woke me up at 4.15am this morning getting in with a boy. After twenty minutes of not wanting to be the bad guy again I finally caved and banged on the wall between our bedrooms. As she should well know by now, the walls are paper thin in this house and I heard her say clearly "Oh god" in annoyance rather than any sense of shame, which is probably what I would be feeling if I were her. Another housemate text me a while ago telling me that she got woken up too, when we've made plans as a house to get up early today and clean the bathroom before we move out this weekend. This is the third time in two months that I've had to hear her with a boy in her bedroom, and every time it's been a different guy. While it's not really my place to judge her actions and decisions, I don't want to hear them through the walls either. I just know she's going to have no remorse though, and when I tell her i'm angry she's going to get upset and cry because that's always how she repsonds to anything she perceives as a criticism.

Edit: We were all standing in the hall when he came downstairs and he tried to apologize for waking anyone up, but the other housemate who was woken up said, "I'd leave swiftly if I were you." Then she told the other housemate, "This is not cool." Now she's moping, but she should have thought about that last night. It turns out it was a boy she slept with back in first year and spent two years pining for and only just seems to have gotten over...so now she's back to square one.

Feeling like utter shit today, both physically and mentally.

We were supposed to find out whether we'd passed or failed all our classes today, but they've pushed it back to tomorrow.

Stupid, petty, whiny, greedy vent.

I WANT FICTIONAL MONEY FOR FICTIONAL CRAP I DON'T NEED.