I volunteer at the local museum sometimes and I'm supposed to be there tomorrow morning but now I really wish I hadn't said I'd do it. You always volunteer in pairs and if you're doing the morning shift one of you has to pick the keys up from a coffee shop before you can open up, but the woman I'm with tomorrow hasn't let me know which one of us is supposed to be doing it, which is just great. Plus I thought I could get a ride there but it turns out I can't which means getting up super early for a three mile walk there and then a three mile walk home a few hours later, probably with period pain.

I envy all of you who are still in high school.

Dear boredom,
I hate you.

Regards,
Laura.

I'm so bad at starting conversations :c

esdhaerjaerEWAGR, stupid patronizing TWATS. I am sick of people assuming that just because I'm a girl I know nothing about computers, am really ditzy, only think about my make-up and hair etc etc. A few weeks ago in a video game store I had a guy trying to explain to me how a computer worked, in very basic terms and eventually I had to tell him that I know how a computer works. Two weeks ago my driving instructor was asking me some very simply questions about cars and told me not to "get in a panic if I didn't know" because we're not going to do anything complicated. I used to help my Dad restore an old jaguar car when I was younger, so it's not like I haven't seen a car engine before just because I happen to be female. While I may not be able to build a car from scratch myself, I think I know how to check the oil level.
Then today while I was offering my time free of charge, the man in charge of the aretfacts at the museum first suggested that I don't know how to read a basic thermometer and then told me how to use blu-tac...did you know that if you roll it between your fingers it gets softer and you can use it more easily? Gee, and there I was all these years wondering why I couldn't get my posters to stay on my wall, because it's not like I ALREADY KNOW THAT. At least I'm not the only one who thinks this man is an idiot, the woman I was with said to me, "Richard doesn't have much experience with..." and because she paused I helpfully filled in the answer with "People." She tactfully said "the general public."

My roommate saga has come to a conclusion: she dropped out of school. This leaves me with a two-person room to be occupied by my one-person self. I'm a bit worried about the social difficulties afforded by living without a roommate, but I think that I'll be fine so long as I put myself out there to meet and befriend new people. I was really hoping to have a roommate to become close friends with, but I'm sure that I'll enjoy living in a giant room all by myself with no roommate disputes to worry about.

Nothing's going right today and everything's pissing me off. This is the first time this has happened since I started taking my medicine.

I hate how I should know how to drive right now and I can't because I'm fucking shit at driving a right-hand-drive. If I -could- drive with a license (read: I can drive, but I don't have my permit) life would be so much easier. I would NOT have to nearly get hit by a bicycle for the third time this week, I would NOT have to ruin my only pair of shoes walking everywhere and I would NOT have to beg off rides from my very small cluster of friends. Ugh. We have an extra car sitting there and I'm just itching to start it up, but I'm better at left-hand than right-hand and I'm afraid I'd get caught. Fuck this.

I don't like it when people feel sorry for me having autism. I'm fine with it, aside from the noise shit, which is being fixed. I'm perfectly normal, to me, and I've lived like this my whole life. I'm not a stereotypical autistic person, and even then there's nothing to be sorry for...

One of my best friends just left after hanging out for over three hours. He leaves for the army on Monday and we won't see him until just before Christmas. I'm going to miss him so much.

My mom told me we're moving to Romania, in approximately 3 months. It's so ugly that I have to move to a practically unknown country after all these years of living in Moldavia. Leaving all of my friends behind, everything I knew and loved... I just don't think I'll be able to make this change. It's gonna be rough.

^ Where in Romania? Just curious. :3

i hate being sick. I felt mildly nauseous last night and today I couldn't even get up. Ugh.

My dad's aunt just died. I wasn't close to her, but my parents were...

On their anniversary, too.

^ I'm really sorry, cupcake.

I'm playing Pokemon Gold and I CANNOT get past this one part in the damn forest.

T_T

EVERY FREAKING TIME.

In Bucharest, its capital, minus.. My parents say they "want a better life" for both me and them, so that's why we're moving there. It would have been better if we moved to Suceava, where I was born, as I know a couple of places, but Bucharest is a complete stranger to me.

I HATE small, yappy dogs. Loath them, detest them, abhor them. Especially the one that always walks down our street in the morning, yapping and straining stupidly at the end of its leash the entire way down the street.

Annndd here it comes back up the street. YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP! I hate this dog.

What is the point of Americanizing TV shows? Live action or animated, there is NO POINT. We have enough American TV, let us see some TV from other cultures, damn it!

Just said goodbye to my friend. He's catching a bus with all the other recruits from this part of the country down to the army base tomorrow morning. I'm going to miss him so much.

Waking up to shooting knee pain is always a good way to start the morning. Damn my medial collateral ligament for being so unstable!

My best friend has lost her puppy.

Awesome, just great! Something bit my eyelid (I think) and I can't open the left eye completely. I look like I've been beaten up, so I'm staying home a couple of days. Just great!

I've just got an email (oh thank you for taking the time to let me know in a personal manner!) that the trial, which was set to start on the 3rd of October has now been postponed until the 23rd of January next year! The court system is a joke! Damnit you bastards can piss off!

I am so exhausted and there's still so much to do. Ugh. Just let me sleep.

Now the eye's fine, but many other bumps appeared on my left arm and on my right fingers. Allergy. But to what? Possibly to the perfumes my friend tested on me the day before yesterday. Like, yeah, I'm a test subject, thank you very much. And, right now, a NERVOUS SUBJECT. Yay for stupid perfumes!

I really hate myself.