I seem to be losing my ability to type coherently. Bucking annoying, considering my hobby requires me to type in two languages. Bleh.

I miss my best friend so much.

Norway breaks my heart.

I watched one of those true movies today. It was about a girl with Leukemia and I cried at least five times. I'd really like to donate bone marrow now.

All those dead dogs seen on the highway today broke me in small pieces. Bloody and... Jesus, it was HORRIBLE.

The Sims Social is bugged to hell.

I miss gymnastics. I have resigned myself to the fact that my knees will never be able to handle it again, but sometimes it just feels like there's a little rubber ball bouncing around inside me, and the only way to make it stop is to do those things I can't do anymore. Right now I feel like nailing a front tuck, or anything to stop feeling like I'm about to jump out of my skin. I just did two tuck jumps, and it's just not enough.

Just like in all the terrible movies, being friends with benefits brings the worst heartache. Especially when you're a girl and you've developed crushing feelings for your mate. =/

My closest and best friend in the entire world is leaving me in less than 48 hours for college. So far I've been in good spirits about college, but after today and realizing I wouldn't see my friends anymore, it's kind of bittersweet. *Sigh*




That has to be a tough one. I've never gone "friends with benefits" with a guy friend, because I was always afraid that one of us would get attached in the end, I can't see myself having sex with no strings without getting emotionally attached to the guy, and once that happens a friendship is usually bound to get ruined more times than not. Because now that you have feelings, your friendship will never be the same. Because now you have to tell him how you feel, and if he doesn't feel the same way he'll feel guilty.

If you feel like you're becoming more attached to him then I wouldn't continue to see him, unless he feels the same way of course. Because in a situation like that you would be setting yourself up for a heartbreak. If I were you, I would talk to him about taking things farther in the relationship, if that's what you're looking for. HOWEVER, just make sure you two are on the same level before you continue anything.

Spent about an hour waiting for a bathroom to free up so I could have a shower because my father and brother were hogging them. And they say girls bathroom hog...

I wish there was a cure for love... Or for being haunted in your every single f*cking dream by the one you love. It's killing me slowly and painfully, but surely.

My mom is being a hypocrite. A few days ago she was yammering at my dad about portion control, and today she's eating a freaking huge bowl of salad.

EDIT: And I officially hate Gmail. First it tries to merge my Yahoo and Gmail accounts, now it needs my nonexistent phone number to verify a new account. My god.

^ Try using Hotmail/Windows Whatever It's Called Now. Chrome won't let you click -anything-. Gmail sucks though.

I keep losing inspiration on my projects.

Somehow I fixed my Gmail. Dunno how.

Now my arm hurts and I don't know why. I haven't been typing more than usual today... and I've typed loads more without it hurting. Bah.

Too tired to stay up yet not tired enough to sleep.

Waaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaay IN THE EARTH is L.A. Noire only on friggin' Xbox!? Waaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaay IN THE EARTH can't it be on PC or Wii, so I CAN FRIGGIN' PLAY IT! Jesusss!!!!!!! Well, it's official, I want an Xbox 360 for my birthday, WAAAH!!!

I got woken up at 5.30am this morning by a very loud noise outside. Because I've recently been watching something about the end of the world, I sat up in bed and was like, "Well, this is it, the world is ending", then I realized it was actually a tractor going past, so I'm pretty glad I didn't actually voice my doomsday concerns out loud by screaming the house down. On a less positive note I suppose this means harvest is starting soon, which means tractors early in the morning and late at night keeping me awake.

My friend is complaining to me about her broken nail. When I complain to her about my headache, she said it's no big deal.

People are so stupid.

Wanting to call someone out on ripping a plot for their video straight out of Skins UK, but I won't.

My ex best friend just had her baby.
With her druggy boyfriend.
Hmm.

My desktop is okay, but I had to uninstall all the TS3 EPs. Fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

I hate when you reach the end of a fantastic story. It's a bittersweet feeling. Even when the end is absolutely perfect.

So it goes like this...I wait for my friend for an hour infront of the mall. I go home thinking of revenge( yeah,I'm evil.). After I dressed in my pj's she is calling me saying: Where are you?! Don't tell you're gonna be late!

I just hung up. And I should do that more often. It makes person feel gooooooooooood. >:DDDD

I was supposed to go into the bank before the 21st of August to change some of my details and reinvest some money, but it completely skipped my mind. There's so much going on right now that I just can't keep track of it all. Ugh.

I just want one day when I'm not in pain. Is that too much to ask?