Date Posted: 16th Jul 2012 at 6:13 PM

The snow fell softly
Without a whisper nor a care
Covering the ground with sorrow
And alas, agony

I wanted to run and play
But my mother told me to stay away
I screamed and howled
Then I felt a sharp pain against my cheek

As the burning got worse
I looked at her with a tear dabbing my eyes
And ran from the house as fast as one could
The nipping of cold began to suffocate my breath

Only to see a figment in the darkness before me
Tis a woman with an eerie smile
Holding her hand out to stay awhile
I wanted to run home, but I felt a force pull me in thy direction

I screamed and howled
To hear nothing but a faint whisper
The snow will be thy grave
For you alas ran away

I felt my body remorse to cold
I screamed once again
Yet no one came, and no one heard
I prayed to which ever God was listening

This was my final goodbye
My last tear, and whisper
This was my final grave
My final Eternal Winter

Date Posted: 12th Jul 2012 at 11:13 PM

Alone I feel

With the clutches of dreams slowly turning

My body and fragments of memories

Into an illusion of sorrow and misfortune

Alas! I scream

Yet, I stand there with a vile of poison in my grasp.

For I am a Romeo without a Juliet.

A Romeo that must dream,

and drink thy poison alone.

Take away the very existence of my inhumane life.

Dreams of the weary, thus soon fade away.

With only tears of despair to rain upon me.

Dry my eyes, I scream.

Yet no one hears, and no one cares.

I lay there with just an inch of life holding me too the ground.

Oh, Juliet, Oh Juliet why hasth not come for thee?

Date Posted: 12th Jul 2012 at 6:52 PM

A song I wrote. Not for the eyes for minors. And if you do read it, I censored the huge bad word. So, enjoy:

In the darkest hour
We scream
We lie
And then we pray

Our bodies burn with anger
And even despicable hate
We bleed
Only to watch our sorrow drip to the ground

Chorus: Not only do we seek the night
We seek dreams that never were
We want death, yet life
F*** the world that we leave behind!

I scream bloody Mary
Did you hear?!
Hell f***ing no!
You dream of my death

I dream of yours as well
Come on lets dance
Dance with these lifeless corpses
DREAM ON!

Chorus: Not only do we seek the night
We seek dreams that never were
We want death, yet life
F*** the world that we leave behind!

I had this dream once
Our eyes were glued onto each other
Then as the dream fell apart
So did our lives

I tried to scream for you
You know I would die for you
But in the end you took it all away
To hell with you!

Chorus: Not only do we seek the night
We seek dreams that never were
We want death, yet life
F*** the world that we leave behind!

Date Posted: 10th Jul 2012 at 8:28 PM

I am not sure what to put here, honestly. I guess I am doing good and realizing that most things can be great, if you push foreward instead. No matter what you do, you can always overcome the darkness that more or less hovers over us. That is what I found out, when I continued to work hard at my houses, and was finally accepted. There is a saying I have heard before:

"If you fall off the horse, you get right back on."

Or something in those lines.