A valid return

Date Posted: 13th Nov 2008 at 11:53 PM

if anyone has figured it out by now, i have completly come back to the sims. not in the same way as last year when i spoke words of sorrow and screamed chaos.

i only just last week turned on the sims for the first time in a long while, deleted all cc, and am only using maxis meshes from now on.

my motives will remain hidden, but im still the same arrogent teenager i was when i left. im taking recolour requests now, so feal free to ask. although, knowing me, it may take a while before they are completed. defaults count as recolours, and im always happy to make paints, floors, ground covers, genetics, and gothic/vampire clothing.

my first recolour will be of the maxis hotrod, for those who dont have the mesh, it can be downloaded at this link:

http://forums.electronicarts.co.uk/...s-download.html

happy simming! and please behave.

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on a personal note: beware of your friends. i have in this past year found mine to be the most damaging force in my life. there's a fraze "you are what you eat", well, the same aplies to friends. what goes up must come down. what goes in, must come out. when you fill your head with violence, chaos, and mayhem, guess what you cause...
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a major apology, and QUITTING SIMS 2, please read this

Date Posted: 15th Mar 2008 at 12:03 AM

in short:

i was wrong

in long:

i'm sorry about my previous journal entry, i was having an emotional breakdown because of something at school, and i took it out on everyone on this glorious website, so i apologize.

i will still be around, but won't be uploading due to my lack of quality. i will still be around in the creator feedback forum, so if you want any of my creations, just look for them there, and when they are finnished, send me a pm, and i'll email them to you.

in no way do i think that the staff has done anything unjust, or stupid, or moronic. i was just unhappy that my escape from reality couldn't help me anymore.

if you dislike christianity, don't read on.

i've been going through alot of trials personaly, and feel like i've been running from Gods will. you know, playing sims instead of reading my bible, searching through downloads looking for something great to use, basicly i am guilty of idol worship. so the rest of this is more of an apology to God.

i'm sorry for lying to people so often, and my hypocracy. i tell people i will do somthing, when what i mean is i want to do something, but don't know if it will get done. i want to stop telling people to do or not to do things, while i do what i said not to do.

in this post i'm relizing just how much like the world i'm saved from i have become. i've been looking at my realationship with God as more of a religion than a relationship. i've said this already, but want to reiterate that i have put the sims in front of My relationship with God, and as much as i like the sims, relize i need to quit it, and stay away from anything to do with it. it's blinded me to see just what the will of God is, andeven though it isn't against God, it is instead of Him, which is just as bad, if not worse.

back about the forums again, i haven't exactly treated everyone here nicely, and certainly haven't given any respect to the authority that God has placed in my life. and not just here, i do this everywhere.

if you're still reading, i salute you! i need to be more like my Christ of whom i represent. i'm relizing that the main reason most people don't like the idea of christianity, besides the lies they see on tv about it, is that so many christians are so unlike the God they worship, but non-christians don't realize it. i may be the only bible somebody reads, so what kind of book am i? even though people say 'don't judge a book by its cover', nobody listens to that. so if a quote on qoute "christian pastor" decides to rape somebody in his congregation, people here it and think along the lines of 'wow, what a bunch of gullable losers. why would i want to be one of them?', or 'how could a "holy" man do such a thing? if that is christianity, than how much different is it than what i am now?'

so i think that everyone who is a christian (me included) needs to be a better representation of Christ. they say when you throw a rock, the dog that yelps the loudest is the one that got hit. well it's true. if you say something somebody finds offensive, like 'it is wrong to be by/homosexual', or 'it is wrong to use drugs', people will be either to hurt by what you say to listen any more, or will start arguing and then after making a point, leave in a fit. if you have a sword sticking out your chest, don't pick out someone elses splinter.

wow that was a long speach thing. thanks for reading. God bless!
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goodbye forever

Date Posted: 10th Mar 2008 at 4:28 AM

well, i hope everyone is happy with the moron staff member that banned me from uploading. for all you guys who care about my existance on mts2, to bad, i'm leaving and not coming back. nice knowing you all! i will still be around on youtube and sims 2 community forums, but i am finnished dealing with the (mostly) moronic staff members. if i get a REAL site and not just a lame host. so goodbye forever.

P.S. if the admin wants too allow me to upload again, i will og on one last time to check for a message. so do what you want. ban me. block my ip address. force me to remove this so people can still access my downloads. i don't care, i've had it. now i know what happens to all the halfway decent creators who are just average joes, and not a phaenoh, or a dr.pixel. they seem to get leanience because they make better downloads than everyone else.

so a last goodbye to some of the people i considered my friends:
vampire_of_death
Neyaqueenofbacon
phaenoh
dr.pixel
numenor
zombiejill

sorry if i missed you, i'm just too angery with life in general to think at all, but i know what i'm doing by posting this.
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drama zombies, and techie ninjas

Date Posted: 28th Feb 2008 at 4:32 AM

if anyone is involved in theatre, then they might know what i'm talking about but so the play i was in is over, so now i'm going techie on everyone, to see which one i like best, and techie is holding the smoking gun over the actors corpse, if you catch my drift. (relax, it's a metaphor, it means techie beats actor).

and also, i updated my website yesterday, it now has the game space invaders and tetris embeded into it, and there is now an easier link to it, rather than typing theworldofcrazysteve.99k.org you can go to twocs.zxq.net and click the link. whatever works. also, set the links to buttons rather than boring old text.

lastly, i have a bunch of ideas in the works, and no time at all. so i have more stuff coming, but not quite yet, so until then, get a hostage, and hold my stuff as the ransome note, thats pretty much it, so until my next post entry whatever, go to kfb, and get a bucket of baby!
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school play

Date Posted: 15th Feb 2008 at 4:01 AM

supp peeps, my school is doing a play and i got a lead role (weeeee!) so i won't be on much before 7pm for another few weeks. i also finaly got my website up and running!

you can veiw it here
other than that, happy masacre day! (or valentines day )
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